Name: pre-opperative assessment
Duration: P00H04M54S
Description: "this track is just a rambling mess from the side of me that I don't know."

pre-opperative assessment

by Fārya Zephyra

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"this track is just a rambling mess from the side of me that I don't know."

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I think you know me but you don't really know me anymore than I know me and they didn't really know me anymore than I knew me and nobody really knows me and I wish you didn't know me and I wish that nobody ever knew me and I wish that I didn't know anybody and I don't know why I want you to know me so bad.

And this stickiness in my hands and the stickiness in my heart just sticks to everything I touch.

And I know these sensations I feel in my body they can't be for nothing they cannot be for nothing all this love I have and all these great people they can't be for nothing.

And I just wish you were one of those people.

Plain disgusting and these plain disgusting people and disgusting things and disgusting motives and disgusting sky moon and clouds and everything but I love it.

I love it so much and I can never leave any of this behind because I was lucky enough to be a person and there was a time when I didn't exist.

Now I just feel like every second its just more time running out and my heart is skipping beats and my stomach is turning and I know this can't be for nothing.

And I know who I was in a past life for sure I know who I was in a past life and I can feel that person in my soul and I have been here before.

There was a time when I wasn't me and I was someone else and I was living this life that I never thought would end and now I'm here.

And maybe I was burned at the stake as a witch and maybe I'll be burned at the stake again because I am a witch and I'll always be a witch and my soul is a witch.

Or maybe next time I'll come back as a bird or a bug or a tiger or a lion.

Maybe that's why I'm so connected to the spiritual world because I am the spiritual world and I am apart of something so much bigger than me and you and everybody and everything.

Is anybody else really a person? Am I the only person? And when I say things like that I wish I could live forever.

I just really wish that all these feelings weren't for nothing.

So am I the good kind of disgusting or the bad kind of disgusting? Or am I just plain disgusting?

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released September 27, 2018
spoken word, synth, bass, beats, everything: Fārya Zephyra

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